Thank you all for your messages and kind words. They really are appreciated.
Madness that my baby can't even have a proper funeral and wake. She's only allowed 10 people because of the corona virus. Because of the distance and supposed to stop in doors, I'm not going. So my other daughters and her kids are driving down. Granddaughter will bring her home to Birmingham and we will have a memorial and wake here, then she will go back to Devon for her last wake Whenever that might be and how many of us survive. .