Wow Loz, that is really sad. I do sympathise too though (I'm sure my sympathies are important to you
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I know other people who have decided the same, and may well be returning to the UK in the nearish future. Early retirement seems like a dream, but you are right, doing nothing is hard. Very hard. I remember during my illustrious career taking a job (through necessity) at CBS records which, as Christmas approached, meant more and more order picking in the warehouse. Music is one of my passions and I would read the CD sleeves word for word as I went. Far more interesting than a warehouse full of socks. But in the end, you've read them all. I can be quite witty and enjoy a good debate, but at lunch I ended up brain dead - I couldn't think of a single funny thing to say, couldn't contribute to deep discussions on the state of the World - nothing. A life without brain stimulation is hardly a life at all.
I decided a while back to distance myself from the ex-pat community (although in fairness a number decided to distance themselves from me, but thats's another story) for those very reasons. I was never an every day or every night bar dweller, but could get totally bladdered on the ones I did go out on, maybe partly to numb the fact that nobody had anything new to say. No, because it was fun. I didn't even understand it all till I got to a stage where I could reflect from outside. Drink 5 vodka & cokes in Maria's bar, no problem surely. But measures are around 5 times a UK measure in many bars - how the hell could I have drunk 25 vodka's in the UK?
I learned, possibly too late but I got there.
For us, we love the area, we love our Turkish friends and neighbours and can avoid the rest. But, to be honest, the most important reason we're here is because our kids are having a childhood, and a great schooling. My girls at 7 are nothing like 7 year olds who come here on holiday - they're just kids and that's the way I want them to be till "the time comes". Children in the UK seem to grow up so quickly in comparison and without moving to a whole new subject, don't have the respect and discipline kids here learn.