Hi all,just got back from England,dad was taken in to hospital,kidney problems 1 kidney has failed,mum had a stroke 3years ago ,and dad is her main carer.although we have carers come in also.i found it very hard i could not split my self in two,i wanted to be in hospital with dad,but had to be there for mum.when he came home i found it a lot easier carrying for both ,i lived there.
i affraid my diet went out the window....now i am back here but cant stop crying.....
my dream was to retire here in turkey,after working for 45years full time,i could not have any children,
but they are my parents,im am finding it so hard as i do have husband ....
diet club is here tomorrow,maybe i should go to try and get focused
julia