thank you, kizkucuk, i won't. i have made many friends, turkish & english in the couple of weeks since i got here, who have been so lovely. and i've been coming to turkey for 10 years, and never has this happened to me before. i won't let one bad person ruin it. i had actually been warned by a turkish person the day i got here, but he was very keen to dismiss it as 'gossip'. i know people do gossip, but there comes a point when everything is saying one thing about a person, you ought to believe there's a reason why... thankfully someone has to prove they can be trusted, in my book.